I'll critique on it later

Your Existing Situation
Insecure. Seeks roots, stability, emotional security, and an environment providing greater ease and fewer problems, but is either unwilling or unable to exert the effort.

Your Stress Sources
Feels that life has far more to offer and that there are still important things to be achieved--that life must be experienced to the fullest. As a result, she pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity that will not let go of things. Becomes deeply involved and runs the risk of being unable to view things with sufficient objectivity, or calmly enough; is therefore in danger of becoming agitated and of exhausting her nervous energy. Cannot leave things alone and feels she can only be at peace when she has finally reached her goal.


Your Restrained Characteristics
Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship.
Circumstances are forcing her to compromise, to restrain her demands and hopes, and to forgo for the time being some of the things she wants.

Your Desired Objective
Takes easily and quickly to anything which provides stimulation. Preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature, whether erotically stimulating or otherwise. Wants to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality with an altogether charming and impressive influence on others. Uses tactics cleverly so as to avoid endangering her chances of success or undermined others' confidence in herself.

Your Actual Problem
Has a fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants. This leads her to employ great personal charm in her dealings with others, hoping that this will make it easier for her to reach her objectives.

wat happens if ure color blind?

bosy..tk this quiz with a pinch of salt pepper n sugar man.. www.colorquiz.com .. this is wat it said abt me....

Your Existing Situation
Uneasy and insecure in the existing situation. Needs greater security and a more affectionate environment, or a situation imposing less physical strain.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship. Feels that she is receiving less than her share and that there is no one on whom she can rely for sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions and a certain egocentricity make her quick to take offense, but she realizes that she has to make the best of things as they are.

(Thers more..but its pretty much very general crap..haha)

Remains emotionally unattached even when involved in a close relationship <== how sad is this man i mean...to remain emotionally unattached? was tt how u felt? like u were able to listen to their stories and nt get emotionally involved??? i guess as we get older we experience more things/emotions/crisis....and thru experience we are able to empathize with others as they go thru similar emotions/crisis but we hav this 'ya..its sad but u gotta move on' thought at e back of our heads.....mayb?? *shrug* or mayb we're just getting more cynical (if tt is even possible being e cynical pigs tt we already are..hah) owell...c'est la vie, non?

My India project

Last saturday, my india troopers had a trekkin session from machritchie to bukit timah. We had a facilitation session at the latter location, and some of us were suppose to share our "Life Journey". I thought it was going to be some light-hearted sharing session; you know the usual stuff like..i'm born on bla bla at bla bla, went to bla bla school, bla bla bla. Some of them said the bla bla blas, while some of them actually share very very touching sides of their world. For instance, a girl(whom i gave a secret code of "purplelady") talked about her dad being depressed and about death. It got so bad, that she had to stop for a moment due to her crying.
Another girl talked about death of her grandparent and first-time seeing her daddy cry.And she cried on the spot too. A very very weird thing was...i felt little sympathy for them. Yeah they cry, but so what? Am i becoming cold blooded? Or am i calmer with clarity for a more challenging job ahead?what the hell job is that?

I think i'm just kinda drowsy now in HV la...i feel weird sayin those words up there. Guess wat? I'm already missing my home! The first face i see wen i step into home-- my dad!!
Think i'll never stay over again.

an idiotic shot tt i had to show u..HAHA! 

My answer

I'll kiss and marry him cos he has got to be super rich to be an astronaut!!! Plus his job is so risky he may die any moment...and then i can inherit his wealth...

ahaha..i noe your question has a corny answer so i'm not gona ask u for answers!
anyway yr question is open ended so...no need answer la !!!!!!!!!

hey MAN!

HEY BOSY!

lemme ask u sthg.....

wat do u do when u find a spaceman?

ans it den i'll tell u e ans....WAHAHAHHAAH...

we tk e dum-est shots!

BOSY BOSY!!! hahahahaha...i managed to upload pics!!!!!weeeee...kowtow to me n i may just teach u how! haha..*waits 4 many kowtows* we DO tk e dum-est shots man..ahha..damn funny..i think we must upload ALL our funny shots...esp e sequence of slappin each other ones tt we took during union camp last yr! haha..corneyyy...o! but still havent figured out how to put our B-E-A-oooootiful faces on e right hand (à la main droite) side of our blog yet man..i will figure it out soon..haha and we will b able to UNLEASH our B-E-A-ooootiful faces on the deprived world!!! wahahhaha..........................righttttt...kick me now..i havnt had sugar in a while...

YOSH!!! 

Anonymous

Haha..i was actually wondering if anybody happens to bypass our blog....they wouldnt know what is goin on!! Cos we usually start an entry with "bosy"..then sigining off as "bosy". haha..quite cool. It's either the person thinks this fella is wrtting a one-sided mail or that this fella has split personality, or this fella has spasmodic tendencies towards the word "bosy"!

Anyway, guess what i'm doing now?
I'm eating noodles now!! No....not in CBLC cos u might kill me (ut i dun actually care..hahah...kidding kiddin...) but at home ah! YEs..i missed graham's lecture! cos i overslept! cos i stayed up late to do his essay! So duh rite....haha...actually not very duh la...hahaha...
*tiko's no.6 SLY!!!!*

And bosy! steven graham is so slack la! Do u noe his part in Bio Lab is done?!! that means he doesnt have to do anythin from now on cos the remaining lessons will be spent analyzing data. He jus assigns each one of us a set of data to analyse..and he doesnt have to do anythin in class!! except maybe open his eyes!!! WALAO..he's so SLY!!! lor...Much like Michael (ZW)!!!
I think bio lab is so crap..cos its like learnin somethin and yet....not in depth enough. So you cant boast about it...hhahha....hahhahaa....SLY!!!!!!!

37,000

bosy..im quite boh liao noe...i went to google 'bosy' n it came back with 37,000 hits!!! haha...i was tryin to find out wher we stood out of e 37,000 but gave up aft browsing 130...=p

but i conclude...some of e 'bosy' hits are due to spelling errors think its meant to b body..but typo..haha..den i also conclude...bosy is ACTUALLY a real word...i think....i keep seeing it pop up in sites with many german words...but i cant find any translation...haa

tao ze's album has a bad word song! hahaha..some lampa song...tsk *shakes head* bad e.g. for e kids...hahah..but his album is nt bad...but dun think i can rip it... =( they hav some copy control thingy...mayb to protect frm pirates like me..hahaha..nice songs..but quite forgettable...mayb must listen more...

now playing : 2night.chang2 ai4 by tao ze

sleepiness in yih

bosyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...im sooooooooooooo slllllllllllllllllllllllllllllppppppppppppppppyyyyyyyyy

haha..im tryin my darnest to keep my eyelids up while reading my social cog text man...but...zzzzzz...hardly to any avail...haha..NOE WAT! i had this damn bimbotic dream last nite..hahahah..SUPER bimboooo *airhead-twirling hair with finger-pose*...it was sthg abt me not being able to decide wat to wear to sch! SOOOO bimbotic!!! hahaha..*hangs head in shame* so ashamed of myself....hahah..but HURMP!! *glares defiantly* hahahah..i dun careeeeee...im no airhead! haha..im bored man....finished my SW term paper finally...gonna buy a lil GREEN file n submit it later...it looks alrite la...haiyah..lvl 1000 no need to pia rite? dun spoilt mkt 4 e yr 1 peeps..hahaha..

o and u noe wat? (i noe ure gonna say no..but watever) o..shit...talked to gerard n i 4got wat i wanted to tell u.....shit...O...i rem liao (and no ure not shit) ya..i wanted to tell u..i have a weird body! o...but nw i think of it..i think i told u b4....hahahahah..owell...i'll tell u again 4 e official record (i.e. our blog) i get sleepy on sugar!!! hahahaha..too much sugar n i dun get a sugar high leh! i get a sugar-low! so weird...ya n i noe ure gonna tok abt inhibitory blah blah..i cant rem e bio terms liao...=p whoops..time 4 a revision??? okeee..time to get back to closing my eyelids while trying to absorb my social cog...*ohmmm*

Brother Pay

You know bosy...i think we are so alike can. cos we like to write "somtin" in postcards etc but reveal the contents via other means(in person or..now blog) before the item gets into the recipient's hands! haha...so freaky....

anyway....i'm suppose to write my essay now but happened to chance upon my brother's nick, and it made me quite sad. here's his nick:
"I LUV HELL its warm and cosy in there!WTF! Put yr name then add me!! 2e3blah SUX and I HATE RUNESCAPEpls shut that word!!"

Did that shock you? Yeah it did to me. Just like the time he went mad and gave me blue-blacks on my arm and legs(near gerard's!). Makes me wonder if i still know this brother as of now. And it emphasizes my Harris' point about how people react differently to their family as compared to their friends. I'm praying that brother pay is not in some bad company and his "crazy" behaviors wun tag him forever throughout his life. I have tried talking to him many times but now he has reached his "buddha state" in which he just ignores. He's very spoilt and likes to order my mum around...but i guess he did those stuff partly due to observational learning from her sis here....sigh...and of cos from my big sis and dad too la...the rudeness and all.
And it is so true that a psychologist or counsellor for that matter cannot counsel their own family members cos....their just too emotionally involved. Brings the point that....psychologists and counsellors are just humans like everybody. Can't escape that emotional burden....

I guess that brings the point that when we were to counsel anybody, we must respect the person's irrationality as not of stupidity or selfishness...but as someone who cannot see things clearly when their lens are fogged up.
I hope my brother becomes fine..before everything is too late..............................

with love,
Bosy

idiots!

bosy..ur post just reminded me of wat jing told me abt her frend...her frend wrote this damn good-analogical story on her blog and it was sthg abt like 'confessing' her feelings abt this guy lar..and her story is a reflection of how shes feeling at e moment she write it la...and..i must say..she's pretty good at finding analogies to represent her feelings...pretty cool...ya..so anyway..e last story up was abt her feelings dying and e guy (whom she has a HUGGGEEE crush on) commented on e story saying a REALLy obvious thing abt wanting to see more stories but not abt little macy (jing's fren) and the red teddy bear (supposedly him) so it was like damn obvious tt hes tryin to say tt its impossible betwn them.....but her frend is still in her grave**!! sigh..i hear liao also feel so blegh for e girl.....duno to say she is chi1 qing2 or zi2 mi2 bu4 wu4 *shakes head*

soooo..anyway abt sister ang...i think u were traumatized by him! haha...hard to ask u nt to b biased against e guy in ur india trip now..cos uve already strongly associated him with sister ang and unless u consciously make an effort to disassociate him from sister ang........im afraid....hes lost forever in the realm of "condemn sister ang-ness" haha..

O ... O!..hahah..even thou i wrote u a postcard abt this alrdy....BUT im gonna tell u here again...MY LECTURER REMINDS ME OF PROFESSER UMBRIDGE!!!! (harry P & e order of e phoenix!) e toady smile! cos today i walked in aft the lecturer b4 lect started and she SMILED at me!! cos ... it was e polite thing to do i guess..but YA! aft tt! i was traumatized! cos i couldnt get e wide-small teeth-gleaming smile out of my head!!! hahaha..den aft sitting awhile i realized tt she reminded me of umbridge!!! hahaha..scary man...haha..ok..tts all i wanted to tell u...so my name 4 her now is umbridge! haha..


**being in ur grave means ure in deep shit cos of a crush on some guy (who prolly issnt worth it)

GUYS

O no...i think i am very biased against vincent(sister ang), bosy!! i mean of anyone who resembles him.
I think i have this super sensitive radar to this word----> "police"
Anythin abt that thing i will scrutinize with no mercy.haha..and if you ask me to do psych in police stuff...i will have to tink THRICE!!!

Anyway, there's this guy in my india project who acts like sister ang, talks like sister ang, and i'm startin to wonder if he looks like sister ang too!(maybe a little more on the fat side) so gross...he makes very toe-steppin comments and i'm really quite irked by him. This is very bad, cos i'm acting like a small fart(petty) and a very baised one. and sometimes my animosity can be quite obvious...o no...will i be the cause of a certain rift in this new group?!!!!

Today Jared came to find me in SL cos he needs to pass me stuff. I tell you bosy...actually he looks not bad now! ha! i told him he looks "builder"...haha...tat means he's gettin the shape of a man! ha!..tink its cos of his army...but anyway..tats besides the point...
the point is...(shit i tink im startin to rite like u)....i think he's not gay!(so mean of me to talk abt him here)
its cos he told me that while on his way to nus he was picked up by this guy!The guy smiled at him and went "hello"...and you should see Jared's reaction while he relayed his story...he seemed horrified!!!!ahhhh...so by that...i tink he is straight. He then goes on to tell me that this wasnt his first time he got picked!...apparently quite experienced in melbourne too. haha...poor guy...must b traumatising?

I'm so mean!!!!!

---____---

......................................bosy..............................yr suspense is so qian da!!!!!!
haha...i TOLD YOU u become more girly liao u dun believe....(i heard abt the mascara incident from jean!!promised her not to tease u but...*twiddles fingers*...u started it first!! hahahaa)
Or maybe its cos yr legs are getting fatter?????

Anyway...BOSY!!! i tell u....you are famous in my India project!
ok maybe only mildly famous la...
but anyway....its cos mariane was emailing everybdy and included yr word "spanks" instead of "thanks"..and someone asked wat "spanks" meant...
and i went OMG...then started explainin yr presence to them...wahahah...dun worry i din say anythin abt the hair part....yet!!!!! hahahaha...bribe me! bribe me!!

but..haha...its so funny.....

hav u changed???

bosy! i just realised sthg.....so weird u noe!!!! why im saying its weird is cos its not NOT weird...hahahaha...

ok..up to now i still havent told u wat i realised rite?hahahha..are u DYING of suspense??? *wriggles eyebrows at u*

ya..so like i was saying...do u noe tt i concussed the minute my pillow touched my head??? haha..went home last nite...watched e last 1/2 of e ch8 show..showered and BOOM! on my bed n koonz...wah lao..shoik e slp...but got woken up early cos my bro's fren wanted a lift to sch too..n he was waiting at e BS@730..tt poor kid...ya...so woke up earlier lor....DEN! i saw e sign on e way to sch tt jam aft normanton..so i decided to tk another way to sch..DEN aft crossing e flyover i saw tt e AYE was actually quite clear!!! BEI PIAN LE!!!! hahaha..oh well...den...ya...so ya...ok...now i shall tell u wat i realised!

i realised tt......................................................its kinda uncomfortable to sit cross-legged (aka kiao ka) nt e cross like a lady way...my GOSH..am i becoming more girly?!??!!?!? noooo...but really man...i was kiao ka-ing in cblc den i realised actually nt as comfy as sitting cross-legged!! haha..sheesh man...

ps i just pui-ed out my bubblegum...i chewed it frm orange to BRIGHT YELLOW!!! mygosh....imagine all e weird colouring chemicals in my body swirling around....woowoo...*swirl swirl* imagine e kalaidescope of colours! weeeeeeeeee..hahahah...ok..BHS..

It's the Fairy Season!!!

Bosy...u noe y yr mummy is tryin to be understandin? my take is she did it before! I think she is as least glad that you are not hurt yeah?
Dont blame yourself so much la...it may be your fault..but every fault has its flumbers. I mean its so easy to advise ppl wat to do wen tis n that happens...its so easy to advise yourself wen tat n tis happens..but wen situation arises our brain cannot think properly, cannot remmeber properly, cannot act properly. You learned about power of situation from Zimbardo, so give Mr situation some blame ya? Just learn from what has happened...you cant stay accident-free forever one lor.even my dad(who drives VERY SLOWLY N CAREFULLY)...buanged into a PILLAR wen he switched to auto-gear! At least you have the chance to learn yeah?...some ppl dun even have that privilege..........................................................................
So bosy cheer up...look at my picture or sometin...(i noe!! the one in yr hp!!!)
here's a poem for you...........

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
Cuz I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry, baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
Cuz I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
Cuz I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty, baby
What it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
Cuz I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
What it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
Cuz I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab.....

hahaha..in case you haven already realise..tat wasnt written by me!! but i wish it was!!!
hahah...good song by Alanis Morissette. Titled: "Hand In My Pocket".
YOSH!!! *Good man's sign*

my happiness is worth more than 3.5k?

bosy.....i shall sigh no more...cos

1. it does nthg but kill fairies
2. it doesnt help my mood lift at all
3. its energy consuming

thou i dun think my mood has b this blue since e last time i kissed someones 'ass'...nah..think even e last time i buanged i thought it was like some kinda game...mayb cos i didnt hav to tk full responsibility 4 e buang....but this time..im e only one bhind n i gotta tk full responsiblity, which i didnt do v well...didnt tk pic of e dum-but-damn-small dent...didnt tk down car plate number...didnt heed advice tt was given...all i knew 2 do was *sigh* and go 'aiyah' (to which tiko would tell me dun go aiyah n dun do anything abt it..) e worse part is my mom being pissed with me but yet nt showing e piss-ness and try to b like e understanding mom.......guilts e worse part...i can live with my stupidity..but nt e guilt..o well..hope it will b settled tom..gonna see how bads e damage n settle e insurance n stuff *cross fingers*

BIG!!!!!!!

Bosy i forgot to tell u that my daddy made his loaf of sandwiches again!! haha..so nice noe...he woke up at 5 am to prepare breakfast for my brother(which is a normal thing.but he usually goes back to sleep after my bro leaves at 615am) then continued to prepare sandwiches...this time more than before!! inside got cheese ham n tomatoes kind...at least 2 cm thick man! ha!

hee hee..not that u wana noe..but...just to let u noe la ah.....
hahah..my daddy so cute..the whole loaf of bread bought last night used finish liao.

All the fat thin fairies dies

BOsy!!! dun sigh la!! you were the one who told me not to sigh cos "everytime u sigh a fairy dies!!" Its a stupid statement but sometimes stupid things can make us happy! and so we live by it..hahaha...so dun sigh LA!!!! and please stop deluding yourself...cos u dun have the power to revive fairies!!! Only God is omnipotent in that sense lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....(i still remember how adrian chia thought oxymoron means a subtype of moron.hahah!!!)

And so...aiya(cos i canot sigh)...tis sem im less organised.Duno is it becos i'm busier or im naturally lackin the drive. Things are getting out of hand whenever i stop a while to slack, and you know how addictive slacking gets. Just yesterday, i'm suppose to study for Universe test lor...i got study la...as in i tried..BUT!!! kept fallin asleep.(i'm aware that all my gramatical structures are deviants) Think my eyelids getting very fat nowadays..no joke! Last time it takes me 10 Joules to shut them....now it takes me 1 Joule to do that! so disgusting! How now pow wow??!!!!!

Hiyo...bosy please pray more discipline in both our lives man!!!!!! YOSH!!

By Rock Lee Fan,
Bosy

*sigh*

bosy bosy bosy..wat can i say? i NOE u can do it...U NOE u can do it (at some subconscious level or sthg)...so dun say u cant! believe in urself ya!!! tts e most impt thing...

a *sigh* for e car tt i kissed today
a *laugh* for e crap tt my teacher said
a *bish* 4 e woman whoes car was infront of mine today
a *hope* for e french tests tt i had today
most importantly..a *wish* tt u will stay strong and optimistic cos w/o tt u'll just b miserable

wat mistake did u make tt was sooooooooo un-repentable?? it cant all b THAT bad...buang also can fix...play game die also can revive (thanks 2 e mad gamers ard me)...make mistakes sure can repent one laaa..tell me man! rem our lunch time on fri! haha..thou this wk i cant..got some dum EL presentation to prepare 4...so gotta discuss...eeks!!!! im like...listen to tut....blur...listen to tutor...not so blur...den someone says sthg...and im blur again...crap...blegh...

STOP E VICIOUS CYCLE!!

Phoenix mistakes

Aye wanted to write some crap one but somehow the time now does not make that possible. My intellectual brain is trying to make its 24/7 presence. Actually feeling abit sad and pensive now man, cos mariane and missy is rather ermmm...ya....u noe wat i mean la bosy....

Then my mind starts to wander to today's bio psych lessons lor. sigh....so many sighs i want to say and i know u will say "aiya dun worry bosy..u can do it one"(or somethin like tt). Felt really bad there and then today leh...cos i felt really stupid and exposed(metaphorically please!). you know they always have tis expression in the books about wanting to dig a hole and stayin in there till everybody leaves...yeah lor...thats wat i felt. You know what i said in the postcard about how i always make mistakes but somehow was given the chance to repent?sigh...repenting is really not that easy man. my mistakes kept reviving it themselves one lor...like the dumbledore's phoenix. so scary. how now brown cow?

Wa..suddenly thinking about those absurd future now...like ten years down the road how would u look like? ok i mean what would be like...haha....
you having three kids...and a husband...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Would you tell your kids about your hairy past??