Phoenix mistakes

Aye wanted to write some crap one but somehow the time now does not make that possible. My intellectual brain is trying to make its 24/7 presence. Actually feeling abit sad and pensive now man, cos mariane and missy is rather ermmm...ya....u noe wat i mean la bosy....

Then my mind starts to wander to today's bio psych lessons lor. sigh....so many sighs i want to say and i know u will say "aiya dun worry bosy..u can do it one"(or somethin like tt). Felt really bad there and then today leh...cos i felt really stupid and exposed(metaphorically please!). you know they always have tis expression in the books about wanting to dig a hole and stayin in there till everybody leaves...yeah lor...thats wat i felt. You know what i said in the postcard about how i always make mistakes but somehow was given the chance to repent?sigh...repenting is really not that easy man. my mistakes kept reviving it themselves one lor...like the dumbledore's phoenix. so scary. how now brown cow?

Wa..suddenly thinking about those absurd future now...like ten years down the road how would u look like? ok i mean what would be like...haha....
you having three kids...and a husband...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Would you tell your kids about your hairy past??