u scream but noone can hear you

bosy!

i had e most horrific nightmare last nite man..i cant even rem wat it was about..but i remember being poked from all sides and being 'nudged' into doing something..its all a hazy blurb now..but it felt so real....i could remember trying to scream my lungs out..my mouth was open but ther was no sound...tt was scary..i had the sudden feeling that only i could save myself frm my lil subconscious world and i had to get myself out....imagine drawing all ur strength and forcing it out ur throat only to hav it come out as a gaping hole....tt was how bad it was!! *shudder* i was willing myself to get up..but it seemed almost impossible to pry my eyelids open to stare at the dark room around me..and finally when my eyelids popped open..i was back in my bed..safe? i was soooo tired and sleepy..but didnt dare to sleep...was tryin my darnest to keep my eyelids open...and was at the back of my head thinking abt wat could hav caused my nightmare....but couldnt come to a conclusion...but now tinking about it...it mite hav been a combination of auntie anne's preztels mixed with a massive dose of kungfu fighting a la jet li mode and a waterfall of starfruit juice and teh peng...omg..wat a scary combination..

ok.dun wanna tink about it already..seems like a fleeting shadow hiding in the furthest recess of my mind now..